domingo, 28 de junho de 2009

babi - broken heart says (1:37 AM):
*im gonna die of pain..
*to wake up everyday...
babi - broken heart says (1:38 AM):
* and know that the day will be empty... without you
brad says (1:38 AM):
*dont die
*ill have nothing to work to
brad says (1:39 AM):
*i want to spend my life with you babi
*everytime i look into those glowing eyes
*i want to hold you forever and never let go



brad says (1:27 AM):
*im sorry
*but you kind of lost her
*i did too
*but i gained something more important that anything in my life
brad says (1:28 AM):
*something i love more than anything
*something i respect, who i think respects me, the best, most trustworthy, most beautiful person i have ever laid my eyes on



brad says (1:13 AM):
*i dunno
*i really miss her
*like i told you before
*you guys are my best friends
*and just knowing shes on the other side of the continent hurts
brad says (1:14 AM):
*when i was in florida i missed u guys
*and now look at me
*im here
*youre in brazil
*shes in la
babi - broken heart says (1:15 AM):
*i know
brad says (1:15 AM):
*not good for brad
brad says (1:16 AM):
*i know im pretty manly
brad says (1:18 AM):
*but thats too much for even the strongest man

If you read those words would you think that they came from a 16 years old man? I wouldn't. Those words are so deep and kind and it is everything that a 16 years old boy usually don't have. But Brad is a new guy, he is a man now, and I can tell it if I try to compare him now with the Brad that I met back in February.
He is lovely and a grown guy, he has plans and he wants to fight for them. He says beautiful things and he means it. And the thing that he feels is hard to actually feel when you are 16 and it is called love.
Brad have changed my life, and with him I learned so much. Now I can't picture my life without him, days will feel empty and useless; after all, the reason which I wake up every morning is to see him.
Every time he have me in his arms and hold me tight, I feel my heart beating faster and I lose the air inside my lungs. Whenever I lie down in his chest I hear his heart beating and I feel in the right place, there is nothing else that I would wish besides being with him.
I love him so much that I can't even explain, as love is unexplainable.

I know how much I am gonna miss him, how many days the sun won't shine for me. My world will be cloudy and even in a sunny day I will be missing a piece of me and this piece is him.

I love this boy as I never loved somebody else before.

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